yep totally dead.
that's how i like to write my journals.
So my life sucks (right now.....meh). i feel like falling over and dying and killing something and swallowing six bottles of aspirin whole!!! me head hurts my ego hurts ,my family is out to get me (mostly one side but they are persistent!!) I have been informed a week ago now that in another week i will have a half sister!! (which yeah its good news unless its they way one of your parental figures uses that to remind you that your not only crap but replaceable too).
i feel like a tard like the actual connotation of the word not the definition. and i am guessing i fucked my self over with college in general. and then my friends are freaking out thinking i am crazy. which hey i usually deny like a felony charge(nope never got one jus feelin poetic) but to day i am not so sure.
so in order to get this break started can 3 people tell me what you want to see me draw? ...aka free pics. just say something ....or just be nice that works too... also if i owe you somethig PLEASE TELL ME!!!I CANT GET WHAT I OWE YOU DONE UNTILL YOU REMIND ME CAUSE I A
MA FORGETFUL PERSON IT HAPPENS...SORRY.SO IF I SAID ID DRAW YOU SOMETHING TELL ME!!!

god not sleeping f's me up real bad ....friends please spread out some of that contact i am out for 6 weeks